a letter to someone...

a letter to someone...(to remind myself)

I like you,
Ever since our first met,
At first it’s just because your eyes,
It is so beautiful and mesmerize,
Yet day by day,
Without my knowing,
I starting to love you more & more,
Missing you more & more,
Care about you more & more,

I realize that I love you,
When jealousy strikes me like lightning,
Never before like this,
I realize I love you,
When I can’t stop thinking about you,
Like ever flowing wind..endless,
I realize I love you,
When I can’t stop talk about you,
To me you are perfect,
You are inspirational,
It’s all happens without I’m knowing,

Don’t ask me what,
Because I love you without any reason,
Don’t ask me how,
Because it just happens,
Don’t ask me why,
Because I love you as who you are,
Accepting everything you have,
Never thinking of receive anything from you,
Because I know who am I to you,

I keep it silence,
For 9 months 2 days 23 hours 32 seconds,
Because I know your heart isn’t mine,
I keep it silence,
Because I am afraid to lose you,
Even as a friend,
I keep it silence,
Because I respect our friendship,
I keep it silence,
Because I know who am I to you,
I keep it silence,
Because I never have the courage to see the future,

Both of us ain’t wrong,
Because love is pure,
Both of us ain’t wrong,
Because loving a person isn’t a crime,
You ain’t wrong,
Because your heart is for someone’s else,
You ain’t wrong,
Because you have to be true to yourself,
I ain’t wrong,
Because loving you isn’t a crime,
I ain’t wrong,
Because I have to be true to myself,
Both of us ain’t wrong,
Because love doesn’t prejudice,

I know there will be time I have to make a choice,
Yet lets time and fate be the judge,
Worry not,
I’ll be better in time,
I will always smile,
Not because of you,
But because I deserve to,

I will always by your side,
Not as a foe,
But as a friend,
I will always by your side,
Not because I expect anything,
But because you are a good friend,

I will always by your side,
Not because of any hidden agenda,
But because I appreciate our friendship,
Because of happy memories we make,
Even we just know for a short time,

I hope this won’t exclude me from you,
I hope this won’t make you run away from me,
I hope this won’t end everything,
Because we are adult,
I hope we’re still friends,
And I am happy for you,
In whatever you do,
And I am getting stronger,
In whatever I do,
Thank you,
For giving me this feeling,
Thank you,
For giving me happy memories which I will never forget,
Thank you,
For everything,