Happy birthday to me..

~~~Happy birthday to me ~~~
~~~Happy birthday to me ~~~
~~~Happy birthday to myself ~~~
~~~Happy birthday to me ~~~

hahaha..i'm singing birthday song to myself. i really missed my friends during university. they always do birthday surprise to me. i will never forget the moment. never. it's so precious and meaningful. i'm sitting here alone, thinking whether i would have the chance to have it again in the future..hahaha..but honestly, i appreciated every birthday wishes that i received today. thank you all (^_^).

i come from a family that always think i'm independent. nothing much to worried about, they don't really care less about this small things (which actually to me quite a big thing..hehehe..). my parents wouldn't know how old i am if i don't tell them...hahaha..my mum always guess i'm younger than the actual age, which i think quite good. everyone want to be younger than their age..hehehe..so i think i'm used of all this. i still love them though. not everyone perfect, including me..hehehe..

alright..now i'm a year older. what i want to do..hermm...i thought deeply..they're so much things i want to do. i think i'm a bit strayed of my actual plan due to unexpected events and other things. thus, my priority began to change. in the past, my 1st priority would be my career and marriage never be included in the plan..serious..i never thought of getting married or even want to have a boyfriend.

yet..day by day, i realize..deep inside of me..without i'm knowing before, my 1st priority is my family. i want to have a good family, a good husband, cute babies and i will try my best to be a good wife, a good lover, a good mother....hahaha..funny isn't it. how can fate playing with us. yet, as usual, the thing that we want the most is not easy to get or achieve. on the other hand, usually something that is easy to get, will floating away easily.it's human nature, they won't appreciate something that easily achieved because they don't remember the hard work. thus, i just let time and fate be the judge.

but that doesn't mean my career will be left out. i still be a career woman, it's just that it is my 2nd priority. i also want to pursue my study. perhaps, maybe i can be a lecturer or trainer. i began to love teaching. i'm by nature love to help people. so i think i want to help people as much as i could in my life, especially the people around me, the people that i love the most. that's how i want my life to be in the next few years until the soul has taken away from me. hence, i should try my best ne...hehehe..\(^_^)/