Sunday, May 25, 2008

My Cinderella Story

Today’s night I took my time watching Cinderella movie starring by Hillary Duff for the second time. This time I try to understand more each of the characters feelings and their decisions in certain situation. Then I said to myself ’this movie isn’t bad at all’; giving better comment than before. I like this statement

’fairy tale is not only about finding a handsome prince. But it is about realizing our dreams and standing in what we believe in’.

I think I have forgotten for a while about my dreams. I suppose not to forget that. This is what happen if you lose focus about realizing your dreams. Once I’m so particular person and always plan in whatever I want to do. But now, it seems like I just going with the flow; which is not really good for me.

I also like the friendship between Sam and Carter. They are really honest, helping each other which really makes me miss my friends. They’re really fun to be with, honest to me and we went together a lot. But since we separated due to career, we hardly see each. I do miss them a lot. Studying time is precious and a lot of important memories. I will always cherish those memories. I ask myself, will I ever meet them again? Will I ever find friends like them again? Whatever the answer is, I always believe that good things will come if we do good deed and vice versa. I believe God is fair and wise, thus I hope I can live my life with honesty.

In this movie, there is a part where the guy don’t recognize his dream girl. How can that happen? He at least has some clue. She just wearing an eye mask, not covering her whole face! Stupid and coward guy! He just left her fighting alone with all the students laughing at her. How could he do that? It’s so cruel, but that’s the fact. Reality always hurts and not always fair. But all we have to do is never afraid to face whatever coming, patience, stand in what we believe in and always pray to God. Well, at least this movie has a good ending. But what makes me think is, why Sam has to go and knock Austin head? I mean why must a girl has to start first? I think she is brave saying those things; honest and straight to the point. I like when she said

‘I can’t wait for you anymore because waiting for you is like waiting the rain to come in a draught’.

I think I understand her feelings because I feel like that either. That waiting feels like forever and full of uncertainties. Hence those uncertainties always steal my energy; left my wavering heart and mind. It’s so tiring. That’s why I don’t really like uncertainties. However the fact is life always full of uncertainties *sigh*.

Love & Peace

Nashrah