Yesterday there was a scene that I can’t forget..always bugging in my mind. It’s just a moment. But it will make me smile each time I remembered it. A friend of mine blurted when he always saw my neighbor and I quarrel, miscommunication and etc..blurted that we both will be fated together. But I answered, it can’t be happening and smile. Funny how I can pretend that I don’t hoping that to happen. In front of him, it appears I tend to say otherwise, different from what inside my heart. Truthfully I love and always miss him. Whenever I miss him, how much I want to hear his voice, but I can’t call him. Coz I wonder if he will pick my call. If he do, what should I say, coz he will run away again if I say I miss him so much..truth not always nice. But I only can keep it inside because I’m afraid. If I be too honest with my feelings to him, things that happen before, will happen again and I can’t get through it again. It’s too painful seeing him like that..hurting him makes me hurt either.
Only here I can say, I do love you. But the truth always cruel. Your actions makes me assume that we never be together. Thus, I just keep this feeling and always stay by your side. It hurts when jealousy srikes..when you with other women, but I know I don’t have rights to you. I can’t force you to love me, but I can’t force myself for not loving you. Not for now. Seems like I’m in a love mess…and it already almost 2 years..yet I still miss him.
'time can never mend,
the careless whispers of u,
to the heart and mind,
ignorance is kind,
there's no comfort in the truth,
pain is all i'll find,
i'm never gonna dance again,
guilty feet have got no rhythm,
though it's easy 2 pretend,
but I still hear your careless whisper,
how much I need and miss u..'
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