thank you kak As..

i dedicated this blog to my dearest kak Asnimar...for her has given me a cute teddy bear that i will cherish always..hehehe..thank you and i really appreciate it..

well..talking about her, she's a nice sis..with cute + always young face and her double triple cute son, Farid...omg..i don't know how to express how cute he is..honestly Farid is sooo damn cute plus the innocent look..makes me really like to kiss him and hug him..theeheehee..i always said to kak As 'i wonder how my baby will look like..seriously i don't have any clue'; yet still i can't stop wondering it. i wish my baby will be as cute as Farid..aaahh...*start dreaming* but as always my rationale side of me hit me back to reality with 'stop being unrealistic and thinking something unthinkable because you don't even have a man to get marry with in the 1st place'. ouch..it's hurt indeed. well, who says life is easy and always fair?

yet..that only for temporary..when i see Farid or any cute babies, i will start wondering again..hahaha...i just can't be helped anymore...theeheehee...

And again..thank you to a person who named Asnimar..(^_^)v


Teddy from Kak As (named teddy) and the cute packaging.. ;D

The star of this post..Farid..isn't he cute...hehehe...

Happy birthday to me..

~~~Happy birthday to me ~~~
~~~Happy birthday to me ~~~
~~~Happy birthday to myself ~~~
~~~Happy birthday to me ~~~

hahaha..i'm singing birthday song to myself. i really missed my friends during university. they always do birthday surprise to me. i will never forget the moment. never. it's so precious and meaningful. i'm sitting here alone, thinking whether i would have the chance to have it again in the future..hahaha..but honestly, i appreciated every birthday wishes that i received today. thank you all (^_^).

i come from a family that always think i'm independent. nothing much to worried about, they don't really care less about this small things (which actually to me quite a big thing..hehehe..). my parents wouldn't know how old i am if i don't tell them...hahaha..my mum always guess i'm younger than the actual age, which i think quite good. everyone want to be younger than their age..hehehe..so i think i'm used of all this. i still love them though. not everyone perfect, including me..hehehe..

alright..now i'm a year older. what i want to do..hermm...i thought deeply..they're so much things i want to do. i think i'm a bit strayed of my actual plan due to unexpected events and other things. thus, my priority began to change. in the past, my 1st priority would be my career and marriage never be included in the plan..serious..i never thought of getting married or even want to have a boyfriend.

yet..day by day, i realize..deep inside of me..without i'm knowing before, my 1st priority is my family. i want to have a good family, a good husband, cute babies and i will try my best to be a good wife, a good lover, a good mother....hahaha..funny isn't it. how can fate playing with us. yet, as usual, the thing that we want the most is not easy to get or achieve. on the other hand, usually something that is easy to get, will floating away easily.it's human nature, they won't appreciate something that easily achieved because they don't remember the hard work. thus, i just let time and fate be the judge.

but that doesn't mean my career will be left out. i still be a career woman, it's just that it is my 2nd priority. i also want to pursue my study. perhaps, maybe i can be a lecturer or trainer. i began to love teaching. i'm by nature love to help people. so i think i want to help people as much as i could in my life, especially the people around me, the people that i love the most. that's how i want my life to be in the next few years until the soul has taken away from me. hence, i should try my best ne...hehehe..\(^_^)/